is awesome. i actually like school this semester, i have the most amazing job ever working at build-a-bear, and have the sweetest boyfriend in the world. the bad part is the absolute sleep deprivation and rifts between my friends and i that have become of my lack of available time. i would also like to apologize now for lacking in my dedication to my da page. i have been writing, i just can't seem to get anything finished. it's like my mind is in a million places, with the fabric being pulled at the seams, and the thread slowly unravelling at times. then again, historically speaking, most good writers were truly insane, so it would suit. and